I need a sign to let me know you're here

I lost this post and now I am sad.

See, I was trying to check the word count on one of your computers, but I can't copy and paste. So I had to drag it. Then I forgot to drag it back to the blog before I closed the document. And now I lost the post. Sad face. I'll just have to retype it as a new blog.

All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere.

I wonder what Melissa's doing. She's working on her research project. Probably the smarter choice.

BUT THERE IS GOOD NEWS MR. MITCHELL. YOU EXTENDED THE RESEARCH THINGY ANOTHER WEEK SO I HAVE TIME TO ACTUALLY PREPARE! OH EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL THANK YOU FOR DOING THAT I REALLY COULDNT PULL OFF A WONDERFUL PROJECT WITHOUT MORE TIME TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT.

THERE'S MORE GOOD NEWS TOO! ONE ACTS IS TONIGHT AND I AM EXCITED BECAUSE IT'S GOING TO BE SUPER PARTY TIME AND FUN AND ACTING AND FUN TOO. DGJOSEMKFLCM?EK:FM?XKGMDKHMDXKG?DMKGRLMDRMGWES
I wonder what Melissa is doing now. Still working. Technically, I'm working on my portfolio right now. So I'm all set. I worked on my free choice. Pretty sure there's at least 3 drafts there. Probably, I mean. I plan on working on it more and more this week. My lit analysis needs help, but I kind of want to get something accomplished before I focus on that. It would boost my esteem and help me focus more. I have a hard time writing lit analyses. Is that how you spell that, Mr. Mitchell?

I like reworking my work. It's just hard for me to write things down to begin with. Like, I'm so hyperaware of the criticism that people are going to be giving me that I freeze and can't write anything. Is that considered writer's block? Maybe that's been my issue all along. I've just had a severe case of writer's block. I now believe in writer's block.

Writing these journals helps a lot with that though. It helps me think about what I'm writing whilst also focusing. Well, not really. My topics are pretty much all over the place. My mind is a jumbled mess. Sigh.

I read somewhere that writing helps exercise the brain more than most things. Particularly for the emotionally hurting. Framing and constructing sentences keeps (or reopens) the left side of the brain while also allowing a free flow of ideas to be expressed (emotional, which is the right side). Writing is wonderful, isn't it?

Well, I think I'm about done here. I'll see you later Mr. Mitchell/creepy stalkers.