It Don't Feel Right

Title is from a The Roots song. Listen to the song here. It will help set the mood of the entry.

I love music. I should make Melissa more mix CDs. Idk though, her taste in music has branched in a different direction than my own. There's nothing wrong with that, but I miss bonding over music with her. Music is the only thing I actually care about, so it's the only way I can really connect to people. Maybe that's why I feel like I don't connect with anyone. Because no one listens to my kind of music. Colton listened to my kind of music. Well, kind of. When I met him, he kind of showed me the kind of music I listen to now. But that just goes to show how well someone can get to know me just by listening to the music I listen to.

Anyway. I figure I could try it by making her a mix CD over the weekend and giving it to her on Monday. She may or may not listen to it seriously, but it would be kind of cool if she did. Either way, though. I like talking to Melissa. She's probably the closest friend I have. She'd probably punch me if she read that. If you're reading this now, Melissa, I bet you're thinking about punching me. I get it, I get it. Picking favorites is kind of dangerous in our group. I don't really want to. I just talk and connect to Melissa the most is what I'm trying to convey.

I've been talking to Taylor on facebook. She's really not that horrible of a person and I feel bad for ever thinking she was. What can I say, though? Emotions are dominating things. Everyone knows that.

Listening to this now. I listen to weird music. I like the beat. And Jay-Z has a good flow. Even though his lyrics are pretty much SHIRT. Wheezy reference. I never said it was my favorite song, okay. JEEZ.

Way to judge.

This is my favorite song. Which I am now listening to. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. This is going on my Melissa CD. SNEAK PREVIEW MELISSA, IF YOUS CREEPIN.

I think I may be isolating myself from her. OH NO. SHE DOESN'T KNOW I'VE WRITTEN THIS ENTIRE BLOG ABOUT HER. MELISSA, I LOVE YOU! IM NOT ISOLATING MYSELF. THESE HEADPHONES HAVE SUCH A GOOD BEAT.

I bet Bre's happy. She and Bre seem to be bonding. That's cool. They never bond. Maybe I should fall off the face of the earth. That sounded way more depressing than it was supposed to. Falling off the face of the earth isn't something I dread, really. I figure it's gotta happen sooner or later. Again, sounds very depressing. I'M NOT DEPRESSED OVER FALLING OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. There. Now you think I'm lying. YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO YOU.

...Jerk.

Half of this blog has been in caps lock. Listening to this now. FADED PAPER FIGURES FTW.

My headphones rock. Seriously.

Pretty sure I got over 300 words here. See you later, Mr. Mitchell and creepy stalkers.